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Feb. 18th, 2008 @ 10:14 pm (no subject)
who  still uses this?
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Mar. 31st, 2006 @ 03:57 pm (no subject)
also, new myspace:
www.myspace.com/pfssmitty. i need friends!
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Mar. 27th, 2006 @ 05:22 pm (no subject)
new xanga:
www.xanga.com/ooosmittyooo
i know- its weird, but there was nothing else to pick from.
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Mar. 22nd, 2006 @ 05:43 pm (no subject)
looks like i have to use lj again... xanga decided to be gay and shut down my account. sorry everyone. apparently i violated some xanga something or other... dont really know... IM BACK though!
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Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 06:17 pm (no subject)
btw, im switching to xanga... maybe forever. my name is pfssmitty.
peace, y'all.
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Jan. 6th, 2006 @ 05:48 pm OBSTACLES of a seizure
Current Mood: pretty much worn out!
okay, seizure numero trece this week. this one was kinda weird. i was bringing her home from gma/gpas and when we got in the garage, she opened the door and i opened mine. i looked over at her and she was holding her head like shed bumped it. weird thing is that a, i didnt hear anything-- usually you can hear it when someone bumps their head, at least if its hard enough. b, as alluded to, if she had hit her head, it probably wasnt even hard enough to make her start crying. so i tried to calm her down, but she wasnt stopping. one of those emotional ones- theyre super annoying. so anyway, i thought maybe i could get her inside fast enough or that it wouldnt be full blown (AKA: grand mal). when i started to get her inside, she wanted to go the other way- she wasnt able to think, but the other way, there was not enough room for us to get through. so i laid her down in between the car and the snowblower... sweet. she was flat on her back- there wasnt enough room for me to be able to turn her on her side. i know i would need aaron's assistance, so as soon as i laid her down, i ran in and told him to come out. he came out and *shut the garage door... later, we found out it wasnt the smartest move*. we let her have it out and as soon as it started to calm down, i decided that we should just go ahead and get her inside... hahahaha- not so funny. i literally used all my energy right there. shes on a med that gives her a pretty big appetite, so shes gained a lot of weight(enough that my dads scared to get her on the scale-- what might she think?). anyway, as we got her up, there was only about a foot between the garage door and my car! how convenient. really, i need about 2 feet to be able to have a grip on her and get her moving. well, that reminds me... ya know how a baby is a lot heavier when theyre sleeping? try to imagine a full-grown adult and trying to carry her. we werent carrying her, but we might as well have been. anyway, next obstacle, theres a big like, some kind of table taht belongs to my gpa- either were keeping it or just storing it- anyway, its just in the way that we had another one foot width to fit through, tops. mmm. we had to go sideways through that one. then obstacle number three, the 2 steps that come into the house. ugh. all was pretty much okay from there- or at least easier. (felt kinda bad b/c its dirty out and she had her shoes on and we JUST got our carpets cleaned yesterday).got her into the bedroom and sat her on her bed. it took her about 5 minutes before i got her to actually lay down... keep in mind, shes sleeping through ALL this. oh yeah, and on problem with laying her flat on her back: i couldnt turn her on her side so she had basically no way to let out the saliva. she got somestuck in her throat- hopefully thats taken care of by now. ok. enough typing for now- hope you had tons of fun reading!
*britt, i think thats workout enough to ALMOST say, those were my pushups for the night, but oh well. i could use the exercize!
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Jan. 5th, 2006 @ 05:56 pm (no subject)
mmm wrestling with the bro... fun times- at least for me. mwahahahahaha. call me evilsmitty. j/k- dont.
oh and, movie at britt's house sunday afternoon-- after kids church...
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Jan. 5th, 2006 @ 04:55 pm (no subject)
so, in case some of you were wondering, i graduate in 490 days!! totally cant wait. most of you have no idea. had those chats with many of you. anyway, first day back at school again... i must say, i think it was just about the longest school day i ever did have! idk. i always think first days are long. you dont do anything- and dont get me wrong, i kinda enjoy that. its just looooong. got home and mom was sleeping- thats nice b/c we get in petty arguments often, but usually, they are made bigger than they are. smitten told me that she had a seizure... doesnt surprise me b/c she had one yesterday too... these 2 were a little bigger than normal. not something to worry about. just a fact. they lasted a little longer and i dont know. maybe im just more ready or something lately, but for her last like 3 or 4, ive given her a few breaths. she also got some from my dad today. it just seems like shes holding her breath longer... cant be good, but oh well. i will trust in my heavenly Father... its so easy. yet, its just as easy as rejecting Him and hating him. most times, people choose the 2nd one. anyway. just a thought that popped in.
ahhh. 490!! bye.
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Jan. 4th, 2006 @ 09:46 pm (no subject)
ooh! carpet cleaners are coming tomorrow! i got to clean my room today! ooh!
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Jan. 2nd, 2006 @ 06:00 pm (no subject)
haha- a lot of you go back tomorrow, some of you wednesday. but me, no. i go back thursday (im talking high school, btw).
went shopping today with sarah wheeler. it was fun and i got saome pants. ive bought 4 pairs of pants on this break. i needed them. anyway. peace out.
-o
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Jan. 1st, 2006 @ 12:24 am (no subject)
HAPPY NEW YEAR, AL L. hope you have a blessed 2006. literally- im not just sayin that. peace.
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Dec. 28th, 2005 @ 12:36 pm (no subject)
i got tired of telling my mom we couldnt go anywhere today, so we ran some errands. went to bank iowa and closed down my savings acct there, went to csb where i already have checking and opened savings, went to wal mart to get some groceries. we were going out to the car and she said she wanted subway, so we went in, got our sandwiches and brought them out to the car. we were leaving and she just super randomly started crying. i tried to stop it from happening, but she went into a seizure. she usually holds her breath but this time, it was a lil longer than normal, so i gave her a few breaths- no big deal. then i got my exersize for the day by trying to get her from the car to the house. that was a workout. she wouldnt work with me. oh well. she also had a seizure yesterday.
anyway, better get back to watching MONK. oh- and movie night tonight, whether at copper creek or at someone's house (brittany). peace.
-o
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Dec. 27th, 2005 @ 10:34 pm (no subject)
too many chick flicks and too much dreaming ;)
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Dec. 25th, 2005 @ 10:58 am (no subject)
MERRY CHRISTMAS, ALL. I HOPE YOU ARE ALL ENJOYING THE DAY AND REMEMBERING WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT.
i love you all. thanks for everything.
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Dec. 24th, 2005 @ 12:16 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: Christmas-y
hmm. lil humbling experience last night. ive been pretty grouchy the past week or so... pretty selfish and such. i dont really have any examples, but i just feel that way. we went to chariton last night for my mom's side Christmas. everyone got done opening presents. i got 30.00 and a 28.00 cell phone case that ill be returning-- its kinda hideous- and its 28.00 b/c its kathy van somehting. i guess shes one of those important people. anyway, everything was over and i was in the next room over from everyone else with my cousin. we get really annoyed by the other lil kids so we went in there. i looked in there right as rachel, my cousin, said- hold on- i want to see this. my grandpa was standing in the middle of the room with an envelope in his hands. i was thinking- prolly something for all his kids or something. i went in there and he was taklking directly to my parents. i didnt catch much of his speech, but i think i caught enough. it was an envelope full of a bunch of money. my grandparents had 7 kids (one of which is my mom). those 6 kids and the gparents and a few other random people from chariton chipped in (and sacraficed), and just wanted to bless us. wow. it was a nice lil chunk and idk. if thats ever happened to you, you know what its like. anyway, juat wanted to share that with you...
also, your prayers were heard and answered yesterday if you did pray. we went all night without a seizure when i was expecting one. God is good and he has richly blessed my family, and not just us, but also others: my mom's sister, who was going to get a divorce got back together with her husband, there was a new baby in november and another one due in june. plus just the love that this family has. with all the screaming and annoyances of the little kids when we all get together, i wouldnt trade it for a thing. Christmas would not be Christmas without all that. and Chrismas would not be Christmas without my mom. need i say more?
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Dec. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:01 am (no subject)
this is a pretty good day. mom had a seizure yesterday (pretty average, maybe below) while aaron was here alone. id say he handled it pretty well. today, my dad woke me up around 7, i went into my mom's room and we laid down for about 30 minutes. then she got up, had her froot loops and pills, and after a lil complaining about not getting to sleep, we were back off to bed. hmmm. sometimes you do get what you want....
today is millege side (hers) family Christmas. should be enjoyable. though my dad did tell me that my gma got me a hat. not much of a hat person. but maybe, and hopefully shell forget she bought it and not give it to me. shes not too great about picking stuff out for me and my cousin. guess well find out!
peace everyine- pray for a good day with all the commotion.
-o
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Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 08:39 am (no subject)
okie dokie... my dad got the job hes been trying to get, praise the Lord. this was something he has really been needing. his hours are 2-11, so he only has to find someone for like 2 hours, and even at that, he can hire home health care up again to come in (even though insurance wont cover it b/c "she doesnt need someone all the time"... good to know they know my mom.).
speaking of, she had a seizure tuesday and one earlier that day too, and one last wednesday night. but id say shes doing pretty well. trying to bring her down off of one of her meds, depakote. its one of the anti-seizure meds. it also raises her appetite (through the roof) and makes her hair uber curly. she didnt get much sleep last night. at one point, she was up doing laundry with no detergent, at 4:30, she tells me she was up eating froot loops, then right ack to bed. but i know she didnt get to sleep til after i went to bed (1am), so who knows. and now i can really tell b/c shes really really awake and being kinda mean about some things.
im dealing with it as best i can, but i get to the point where i dont know what to do. she finally got frusterated with me and went to her room. the baby monitor is on and im waiting for her to lay down on her bed and take a serious nap. forgot to mention... i have to give aaron some kudos- hes been a great help while hes been home. he lets me leave sometime after lunch to do w/e i want if i let him sleep in the morning. its really nice to be able to leave if i want.
off to dream about... nothing. going to watch TV for a while i think, then find something else to do.
*****call me if anyone wants to do anything after lunch!!!!!!
-o
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Dec. 21st, 2005 @ 11:29 pm (no subject)
ahhhh... love breaks. so uh, went to see the narnia movie today w/ gv youth group (woot-woot!)... pretty much a really sweet movie. holy parallels. it was very interesting to see how c.s. lou. drew the connections between that and the Christian life.
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Dec. 20th, 2005 @ 01:47 pm (no subject)
ahhh. its all over... for the next 2 weeks anyway, which really isnt that long, but im happy. pretty sure i finished up my Christmas shopping yesterday- im thrilled. cant wait. anyway, im kinda bored... dont have any hw to do! yay! i think ill go and find something to do- maybe wrap some gifts. tonight, GV vs. ACA... i dont even know why we have to play b/c we already know the outcome. ;)
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Dec. 14th, 2005 @ 04:16 pm (no subject)
have you ever had this overwhelming feeling that- its going to be okay?
i got that today. i have this weird feeling right now. i have a confidence that my mom is going to fully recover, yet if that doesnt happen, im alright with that. which, those two things kinda contradict but i dont care. i have the freedom to do that. i was thinking about her on my way home from school- randomly. then i got home, and karen goresline was here staying with her today. after pastor chuck stopped by and mom had a seizure (...), karen was telling me that she thinks my mom will completely recover too. i dont know.
finals tomorrow through tuesday... ready for break! i got aaron THE coolest gift. bye
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